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<3 [11 Apr 2007|10:50am]
[ mood | grateful ]

I had to update because:
I got a new car :D (used)
A better job :D (at the same place)
I love living on my own.
I love going to encinitas for music.
I love Max
Things are good. Hard sometimes, but over all good.

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I hate you Frank [20 Mar 2007|10:36am]
[ mood | hungry ]

I need a new car,

Max- dont we need a new car?

I want a new camera too [hehe!]

but other than that:

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Subject ject ect [14 Mar 2007|08:41am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Oho LiveJournal,

This week started out much better.
Max and I moved into our new apartment on Monday, the one we found on Friday.
I didnt have a lot of time to think about it so I was a little concerned, but now Im really happy, I really like it.

Gabe likes it too I think. :D

It's hard trying to move in at night. I cant wait to have a day to fix it up on the weekend. I've been feeling a little like I have a hangover the past 2 days, but I think its because I'm so tired. We dont have a bed so we sleep on a blow up mattress, its fun but maybe I dont get decent sleep.

I'm happy.
I've really changed as a person. I bounce back easier. I'm less shy -well, more assertive. I think about art everyday. I've started working more on music working on my voice, starting to learn piano, guitar, music theory. I look forward to that journey.

When I look back on my last 2 years of High School, there were a lot of good times and a lot of bad times. The program I was in didnt support or believe in me, so I stopped trying hard for them. Even if that meant the peers around me thought I was talentless and couldnt hold a tune. Thats just not true, I had zero passion for Musicals/Musical Theatre, and just about no interest in that style. Although it looked as though I was a lost cause and didnt belong there, I learned a lot.

It was more difficult then I ever thought, to show that I had improved or learned a great deal when I was already given up on by them. -- That is the most true statement. haha, that pretty much sums it up.

I havent thought about HS in so long I just wanted to put that out there so I wouldnt have to mention it again.


pictures soon.
out with the old
in with the new!

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[08 Mar 2007|12:04pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

On Monday I was in so much pain, a sharp stomach pain
I was at work and it just kept getting worst,
When I stood up to go walk out side I was really dizzy and couldnt see
and layed on the grass and threw up. Max came and got me and I layed down in the back seat.
When I got home a took a bath, then got out to lay in bed, then back to the bath back and forth for a long time because I couldnt get relief. It was like that all day, so bad.

I found out my French exchange girl's Dad died. I was really sad because I spent a lot of time with him in France, he took me places and spoke to me in English. He was the one who took me to the air port. It sucks a lot when I think about it. I met all of their family too and I'm sad for them, it happend four months ago and I just found out recently.
I still have his cell phone number in my phone.

Strange strange times.
Other than that,
I've been looking for apartments
I hung out with an old friend
I had a funny dream last night in which a coworker of mine was drunk and I had to drive him home
I've been wanting to sleep a lot lately
Okay, perhaps I'll create a more interesting post later. Perhaps not.

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Rain and this weekend [19 Feb 2007|10:34am]
[ mood | chipper ]

Last night after laying in bed for a few minutes, Max asks "is it raining?"
I thought how ridiculous!
"probably not" I say
I thought he was just hearing something he mistook for rain.

However when I woke up the next morning to my pleasure it was raining, hard. My dog Gabe was up early and excited running around dirty and wet after we let him in. I think he likes water, he does the same thing when we shower him.


I spent this weekend mainly like a hermit. I had chances to go out, even places but I just didn't want to, I enjoyed my room too much.
Max built me a computer, its really excellent. I love it. On Saturday bought a really flat screen monitor. !!! I'm excited about it.

On Sunday I did make it out of the house to do some shopping. The last place I shopped was MAC (the make-up store) I wanted to buy some pink eye shadow but wasen't sure which one I wanted. When I told that to the very done up sales girl she insisted she put some on me-- I agreed because I had a fresh face, only foundation, nothing else.
She put on pink and white shadows and said "See just like that, looks better with the white, and you might want to use some mascara because your lashes are LIGHT!"

That just reinstalled my thoughts that I should never leave the house without mascara. I wanted to give the lashes a break for the weekend though. I was going to say something like "I normally do..." But thought is wasen't worth the trouble.

I love make-up, but is it just me or do the saleswomen at MAC sometimes look like they have too much on?

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[16 Feb 2007|11:58am]
[ mood | content ]

This morning I ate breakfast and it made such a big difference!
I felt well
No jitters from coffee
It really is better
I'm going to wake up everyone morning and eat breakfast from now on. :D
I've also started drinking some Green Tea instead of coffee. I almost crave the green stuff now, I like it more than regular tea.

I think Live Journal looks really ugly right now. Those purple colors... ewww.

Valentines Day was great. :D We recreated what we did last year and it was delicious

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:D [12 Feb 2007|11:07am]
[ mood | optimistic ]

Yesterday Max and I went to Sea World.
It was cold and rained in the morning.
Not a lot of people were there so it was more like a park than a 'theme park' It was really a blast.

Sea life is amazing. I've always sort of had a fascination with the ocean. Water. Ships even.
When I was a child I drew and painted mermaids and ships and things. I painted the walls in my room a bright blue and had a dark blue rug. Once someone walked in and said "I feel like I'm swimming!". Hahaha! I was like "Yes!"

Anyway, good times. I went on the roller coaster and it was actually pretty fun. I made a big deal about how I didn't want to go on it before hand though. I was so not in the mood. Plus I have some what of a fear of heights... but I couldn't let Max go on it alone. I'm glad it did it.

I was really sick last week. stayed home from work even. I'm better now. Today is better. Much.

Sometimes things are really bad but it's never really that bad. If that does not make since to you then you can just disregard it.

Thanks bye loves.

Out side has been nice lately. :D

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rain. [30 Jan 2007|11:29am]
[ mood | satisfied ]

I actually really love when it rains.
It changes the mood, the air.

I didn't have a good week last week.
I just want to forget about it.

The good thing is that it's over now and I'm so happy.
You know when something really stressful happens and you're so glad its over you're happier than you were before it happened?
Well thats what happened to me.
I'm better off now.

How pleasing :D

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Okay... [22 Jan 2007|10:02am]
I had a hard weekend.
Not fun.
Excpet for that new place I went with Liz.
Anyway, I hope this week will be better.
There is nothing I really feel like going in to detail about,
and so that makes this entry vauge and boring.

But I dont care. [:

Yesterday Max and I cleaned out the entire room.
For some reason I found myself watching this marathon of Miami Ink.

More later
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More Ice! [18 Jan 2007|09:32am]
Ice on my freaking windshield in the morning!
I'm happy this morning.
Good coffee.
This week went by fast. Wow.

I'm going to be keeping even more busy
more money
closer to moving out.

Yesterday I got a nice check in the mail for being an extra on a tv show a while back. It was a really nice suprise concidering I had forgotten all about it, and didnt expect any payment. 

Good times.

My livejournal is making a come back, because I'm on the computer at work (:
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Cocoa [04 Jan 2007|11:53am]
[ mood | creative ]

I actually like early mornings (not when I'm really tired)
Mornings are really peaceful, and although it dosen't snow here, there is a thin layer of ice across my lawn when I leave for work. [:

I like this time of year.
I like my office building
[I want to decorate my bathroom like the bathroom in my office building] lol
I like (love) my hours
...and desk
I need to go
finish my cocoa
and talk to someone from Alaska
you know

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[02 Jan 2007|01:18pm]
[ mood | content ]

I'm so excited I got that new job!
Fun, simple, productive.
We're listening to Cake right now.
Things are going well.

Happy New Year everyone!
All I did really was hang out with friends.
Good times.

Hows everyone else doing?

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Oh, No subject [14 Dec 2006|02:38pm]
[ mood | creative ]

I've missed writing in LiveJournal.
Just a little.
I've been doing pretty well. I got a job at a Cafe/Hooka Lounge Down Town. I'm hoping to get a better job really soon though, that pays more.
Its the best when I work with Liz though <3
I've also been doing some extra work for some tv shows, and I met a lot of really cool inspiring people. For some reason everything all happens at once.
Max is took our laptop to work to fix up. So I'm on his really really nice computer. <3
I had most of the week off from work so this weekend I work during the night and I dont get done untill 4am! I love driving in the middle of the night...
it's so calming
I love super super early in the morning too
It's peaceful
I also love this time of year
I had an excellent October and November
and I'm having  a pretty nice time this December. !!!! I'm excited!
<3 <3 <3
And happy
You know I really love being DownTown, I love cities. 
I cant waaaaait to move.

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Anywhodlum [27 Sep 2006|11:56am]
Oh fuck yes I'm home... Why didnt i update sooner? Idiot. Anywhodlum... I've been back for a while. Been busy. Living it up. You know how it is. OMG I was SO happy to be back in the states, however I MUST return to Paris soon because I was not there long enough, I'm excited to go back to Europe in a couple of months: on my own terms and take whoever with me. Thats what I really want.
I cant believe I'm not fucking 18 yet.
I kind of like it.
my birthday is soon... [:
I'm moving out soon.
I don't know if I feel like typing about anymore of my plans...
Maybe in a little.
Alright LJ entry -youre done.
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lalalala [05 Sep 2006|12:03pm]
no one dammit reads this.
sometimes I read others , rarely comment.
Its a pointless LJ I know
France is nice, Im happy to be in Europe
but I miss Max way too much
I think tomarrow I'll buy him some gifts or something lol
I come home soon so its not bad
too much parting over the weekend, I went to Paris
ooooh life
Everytime I think about how I'm not in High School I get so happy. Oh fuck yes, I,ll put pictures of my trip when I get home perhaps
if they're viewed or not

I miss Max
he wont read this
he has a live journal thats like 3years old
never goes on anymore
I going to confess I read his entire livejournal
even though I didnt know him then and he hasnt made an entry since I've known him
patheic, kinda lol
he called me this morning
:D it was great
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[24 Aug 2006|05:34pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

So Im in Annecy! Its SO wonderful here :D Im very lucky that my host sister is rich and lives in a huge modern house right on the lake (except that Im not rich so when she stayed with me she didnt get her own bathroom ect..) I really want to post pictures and if I can get my lap top to a place with wireless internet Ill post some.
Caroline and her boyfriend wakebord every morning on the lake, her boyfriend has a boat and it is very beautiful out there, I tried wakebording yesterday lol
I love European streets a lot a lot
and wine
and cafe bars
everyone keeps asuming Im from England
because I order cafe au lait.
I miss Max
Im SO happy when I return I dont have to got to school
I love it here but it is hard at the same time, its very different and im not just on vacation Im living with a French family
the food is really really delicious
I have to go

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[22 Aug 2006|11:08am]
Im in France. Annecy.
SO tired.
I dont know why I;m writing now.
strange key board
phone should work and it dosent
not good
her apartment has internet, but her house by the lake dosent
this makes me sad concidering my phone... and how it dosent work
more more much more later
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ohhhhh fuck yeah [02 Aug 2006|11:57am]
[ mood | excited ]

Tell me: Why does LiveJournal fucking suck now.
It just does.
Hahaha... Whatever.
Caroline, my french exchange girl is here and I'm about to show her everything and do everything for a few weeks and then... I'M off to Annecy, France. I can't wait! So exciting, best ever.
I've been getting connections with a lot of industry people, and I've shockingly been pretty successful so far. I'm suprised so much good things have been happening... I mean of course it takes work and not being lazy but, I like it.
I <3 my best friend in the entire world SO much.
As much as I am excited to go to France I know it will be very wonderful when I come back too.
Yay for plans

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Damn it feels good to be gangsta [29 Jun 2006|11:18pm]
Life is fucking amazing and excellent since school has been out, damn it. I'm so good right now. So good.
Hope you are too!
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school? [14 Jun 2006|10:10pm]
[ mood | calm ]

So... Graduation tomorrow?
I actually thought the 15th was Friday for quite some time.. haha
Well I took some "last day" photos, although I was still real sick. I don't believe there's too many but here we go...

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